Feel like I'll never get pregnant again

I was 6 weeks pregnant when I found out the test was postive. Then 7 and half weeks Pregnant i started to bleed . I went to the ER and found out it was an Eptopic pregnancy. I had to have an emergency surgery. All my life I was told I couldn't have kids or get pregnant. I knew this was a blessing from God. I was heart broken when I lost my first child with my husband. It's been over a year since the lost. Still have trouble getting pregnant again. Plus still cry about when I think about it. Any advice to help deal with the lost or even help in getting pregnant after the lost.