4 weeks 4 days

I'm 33 and found out we are pregnant with our first 4 days ago. I'm feeling all kinds of emotions. Im excited and I'm terrified at the same time. Terrified to be in my 30s and pregnant and the risks that come with it.

Yesterday AF would have showed. I'm terrified of having a chemical pregnancy or a miscarriage in the coming weeks/months. My SO is still processing our news and doesn't want to make it public until end of our 1st trimester, so no one knows and have no one to talk to about this. I don't pray much, but sI have been praying nightly. Any words of comfort or advice to help calm my nerves?

I test every morning just to make sure little peanut is still there.

Tested this morning, and still there!