I don't know how to start, I need advice. I'm starting to loose faith. I've been with my husband for 7 years and been married for 3 years, we have 3 beautiful girls together and I'm expecting our 4th baby due Jan! Sometimes I feel like my husband doesn't love me at all, ever since we got together I've been more unhappy than happy.. sometimes the way he treats me makes me feel like trash and as I wasn't worth anything, I can voice my opinion in anything because it seem like it doesn't count.. there is times where I feel like he loves me so much but that's just sometimes. I don't know what to do, I constantly cry and feel like he wasn't the one meant for me... sometimes I feel like having an abortion because I'm the one always taking care of the kids, I'm under so much stress... I keep asking God for help but nothing seems to change. I just want to be happy and just wish he would love me and show me he loves me as much as I love him!