Student/teacher

Hey ladies. As you all know I was in a relationship with my teacher and things got bad. After all that had happened I had a break down and told my mom. She then told my dad and he called the police. I told them what happened and had a rape kit done. That was a few days ago. He was arrested but got released on bail because one of his kids bailed him out. I didn't know he had kids but I found out he had four. The police told us there is a large chance that he won't get convicted because there isn't any evidence other than the emails to me but that isn't proof of rape. I just wanted to let all you ladies know and tell you all thank you for your support and helping through this. It truly meant a lot to me.💛 At first my dad wouldn't look at or talk to me which hurt but after he was really supportive. I was scared to sleep by myself for a bit so my dad made a bed in my room and slept in there with me. My mom cries everytime she sees me because t makes her sad that I wasn't comfortable telling them and she blames herself. I'm glad I told but I don't feel much better. I thought it would feel like a weight was lifted off of my chest but it doesn't feel that way and I just feel sick to myself all the time. I have trouble sleeping, honestly I don't really sleep. I feel like he is just going to come and kill me. I'm terrified. I just thought it would make me feel better about myself but I still feel gross and humiliated. I could use some advice again