so my two brothers are to be married one in October of this year and one in May of 2018.

I have been asked by both of their ladies if I'd be a bridesmaid.. I said yes. and for the wedding in 2018 I was asked to put on the bridal shower to which I said yes. come on what friend won't put on a day for their bestie..my soon to be sister in laws that's who..

well as thankful as I am to be apart of my brothers weddings. I am really not excited.

I just a my 1st baby almost a year ago now in August and haven't lost much baby weight we are breastfeeding etc.. well I've been with my Sons father since 10th grade, so Sept 2017 makes 10ys for us! and we are not married to add..

I'm feeling so UGH About these weddings and I really think it's because I'm not married nor doin think I will be anytime soon or ever maybe idk. anyways..

I feel bad idk what to do about it. is this normal feeling.. how do you make due with this feeling?

I love my brothers and want them to be happy but I'm just not so excited about these weddings like people may think i should be..