I love my boyfriend unconditionally. I do. He's going to be my husband when the time comes. And I know it's little, but sometimes it makes me think about my body shape often. I'll catch him looking at other girls ad sometimes staring. I say something here and there that it makes me feel kinda bad and he apologizes. He doesn't do it all the time, I just catch him doing it here and there. So I wasn't sure if I should really worry about it. He tells me he loves me and my body shape and everything, and I wish I could believe him. The only reason I don't believe him is because I hate my body in general and I always have.