10th month trying

Dom
Me and my SO have been trying for exactly 10 months now. My doctor told me at 3 months of trying that as long as I'm breathing, peeing and pooping then don't be concerned. I had my thyroid checked my levels were 1.6 dr said that was normal... I'm just tired of the constant disappointment. I feel like I just want it too much. Then I battle myself because I don't wanna get my own hopes up only to be sad come AF, but I don't want to have negativity in the air either... It's just so freakin frustrating. I'm only 28... My dr said nothing is abnormal with my body but i don't believe it.. Like I don't want to be jealous of others but again... It gets very frustrating... Vent over💜💜 thanks Ladies