Well I got my heart broken....again

After 3 years.....he decided to end it by ghosting me. He promised to at least give me closure piece of mind, but he didn't even do that....& Now my heart is devastated, literally broken beyond repair.....he's treating me like I don't exist & it Pisses me off! Everything was fine....the last time we talked was video chat(the usual get off to each other, talk for a few hours &say; our I love yous & goodnight)....but after that we never spoke again it's been 3 months...& I feel like an idiot but I've given up but I'm still waiting for closure or just for him to return....I don't know how I'm going to get over this I cry myself to sleep every night....it's just not fair stuff like this is always happening to me & I thought he was the one 3 years.....& nothing....it's dust & I'm left with a broken heart