embracing the bump

Jess
I'm just curious if I'm alone or if anyone else is going through something similar..
I'm 17w5d FTM and in my 16th week my belly POPPED. I wasn't expecting to show until 5-6 months like they say most FTM's do. I gained 15lbs in my first trimester bc with morning sickness I could only eat salty carbs like bagels and toast and I went from being super active to laying in bed all day. Now in my second trimester I feel amazing and am back to eating healthy and workout out, going to yoga, and walking. My issue is I'm crazily embarrassed of how big my belly is already. I'm super self conscious about it bc I'm not ready to attract attention on my belly, plus I think I look about 6-7+ months already. I know this probably sounds ridiculous but it's what's going through my head. I even cried this morning to my husband about it. He thinks I'm crazy, and I agree, but I'm still feeling down 😞 I don't know if it's just the hormones but I'm having a mental breakdown 💔 what's wrong with me?!