Ugly vagina

Okay sooo when I was a little girl I was going through puberty , and when the hair was growing on my vagina it was really irritating and itchy. Soooo I ended up trying to shave ( I was only about 10) amd I did it completely wrong. And ended up with my vagina looking like this. ( Im of course grown now) but my vagina still looks like this. It's scarred for life. ( its not bumpy) its actually very smooth. And when I get my waxes , she removes any ingrowns. But is there anyway to remove this look? Or SOMETHING?. My boyfriend is ok with it & accepts me for me. Its more of me wanting to change the way my bikini area looks.