My boyfriend and I are arguing about who will be in the delivery room when I give birth. I'm self conscious, bad. He never seen me naked until 5 months and even then, I make sure the lights are off. I get shy and insecure when he goes down on me. I want my mom to be there because she carried me for 9 months and wiped my ass until I could on my own. I've only been around his mom 4 times out of the entire 7 months we've been dating. I would honestly love for her to be there because I know it's a special moment between her, her son and grandchild but I'm also not comfortable with being vulnerable like that to someone I barely know. I feel terrible for feeling this way, but maybe if I knew her better than I wouldn't of minded so much. He keeps pushing the subject but I tell him I need time to think about it. I feel like an inconsiderate bitch, but this isn't something I'm 100% comfortable with.