Longing for my 🌈

Hailey • Married. One beautiful 4 year old👧🏽. 2 babies in heaven👼🏼👼🏼. TTC ❤️🤞🏼

My first miscarriage was Feb 3rd of 2017 at 12 weeks my second was May 22 2017 at 5 weeks. I feel lost. I want to scream but there are no words. We're trying again, but I'm so scared it will happen again. It's like I don't want to test next week. Usually I'd be jumping around waiting to test but now I'm mortified to even think about it. I'm ready to try again, I know it because I long for my rainbow I'm just scared. 🌈