Hey everyone, hope y'all are having a great day!! So long story short, I've known my boyfriend since 4th grade. I'm currently a Junior in high school and I need some advice. Ever since 7th grade, we've been in an on and off relationship for years, all ending in me dumping him and blocking him off of everything, a childish thing to do because well. We were children. Somehow, we always come back together, talking once a year because of something and this year in March, we actually started to date seriously. It was different than the other times we were "together" but we got closer on an emotional and physical level.

It was all butterflies and roses in the beginning of course, but then it started to get bad. I started drifting away from my mom who I was extremely close to and he rubbed off on me. He's not exactly the happiest person. He's depressed, angry, resentful, not motivated, lazy, etc. because of a lot of issues but he loves me so much and I know that for a fact. The reason I'm asking you guys for advice is because after about two weeks of being together, all we've been doing is fighting. Every day, all day. Occasionally we would have good days, but we would always argue about the stupidest things. I'm always miserable. I tried to encourage him to change but it's too hard for him and I realized that I can't change anyone. And every time I want to break up with him, I can't because I love him too much. I don't know, maybe it's because I need closure...? This of course is a summed up version of everything but yeah. Please helppp