I am 36 and on my fourth month of ttc after almost 3 years with an iud-got my first "non iud period" shortly after having it taken out.

My husband has one ball, I'm not sure if that is causing us not to conceive. I monitor my bbt, do ovulation kits and take prenatal vitamins. My OB won't let is do fertility testing until September.

I get hope and then when AF comes, I get way depressed, panic attacks etc and lose hope for ever becoming a mom. Anyone have tips on how to handle the visit from AF when she is not wanted? It is becoming harder than anything I've ever experienced before.