I feel so bad .

So im dating someone but before him i fell in love w thus dude . it was a long distance relationship . it was a very unhealthy relationship . after he left me i was broken . like literally suicidal thats how much i loved him well qnyways it ended up as he cheated on me w my best friend and them ab a week later he left me . he jus came back into my life literally yesterday. Anyways i just started dating this new dude on the 29th of june n i really really like him. Anyways i kinda had phone sex w the long distance dude n he hung up on me right after and he said "Thats y i did use u ur only good for that bye bitch" and blocked me . im so sad ab it like really.