Why is it that even though I'm on contraceptives and my plan isn't to get pregnant right now, that all that I think of is being pregnant and then having a tiny baby? Is it that a lot of the people around me are blessed with the miracle of life? Is it because I'm settling with my boyfriend?

I know teen pregnancy is very controversial but I've always believed that there's worst things in the world than a baby!

For those who will comment saying don't have kids at 16-19 that's not what I'm asking; I'm asking why can't I get pregnancy and babies out of my mind?!?!

Helppppp