Positive

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I just got a positive test. Of course this is the month I forgot to log my stuff in. I really wanted to get an exact date of when it happened, but oh well. I'm hoping it is not a false negative since I tested early. It is so hard not to get excited though :( :)

I have my yearly check tomorrow, now I wonder if the Dr. will even see me since it is early in the pregnancy. Maybe he will at least take a blood test.

I'm rambling :). I can't help it I'm excited, and scared! I really want to tell my husband, but last time he told everyone right after we found out, then we found out it was a blighted ovum. So I really want to wait this time to tell him, yet he has been wanting a kid so bad that I feel guilty for hiding it!!!