i.give.up

Yep. simply put. I give up. July makes now 1 full year of ttc with zero luck. to make this worse, I was diagnosed with pelvic inflammatory disease about a month ago and took my antibiotics, then July 5th my dad passed away, and then this past weekend I had strep throat. I am done. I have one perfect, onery, rotten 10 year old son and all I wanted was one more to complete my family with my honey of 8 years. my life is falling apart, I miss my dad and this stress of it all and ttc is killing me slowly. I am done with app, I haven't had any luck with making these posts in the past because when I need to talk no one ever replays. I'll be 33 this fall, I'm lost and need to pull myself back together. I am not going to a doctor for help to get pregnant, I can't afford it and if it's meant to be... well, it will be. as for now.. I give up. good luck and lots of baby dust to you ladies 🤰💖💕