I am 36 weeks pregnant so obviously I'm a lot larger than I was pre-pregnancy. I'm really not too worried over the size of my belly, I knew that would get big but my face looks awful. I have a double chin, my nose is so fucking swollen, on top of that around my nose is red and splotchy. I hate going out in public but I put that aside today to go to my boyfriends four year old cousins birthday party. I get there and obviously people are admiring my big belly and asking about the baby. Then one relative comments on my swollen face, and I'm like yeah I know 🙄anyways the party is over and I'm glad that no one said anything to hurt my feelings. Well I get home and get on Facebook and I see one of the relatives (who doesn't come around much) made a photo album of pictures from the party. She took two photos of me without my knowledge and posted them and I look so fucking awful. As if I don't look big enough she took them from a downward angle which makes me look 100% worse 😫 I am so embarrassed and couldn't help but to look at the photos and cry. I've always been self-conscious, even when I was at my smallest I hated how I looked. But now, I'm obviously more self-conscious and emotional and I feel so shitty about myself. I am literally the ugliest person I know right now and I wish she wouldn't have posted those pictures without asking me first. I seriously can't stop crying and looking at these shitty photos 😭