Okay so about a month ago my boyfriend and I broke up bc he did some bad things then a few days later I found out I was pregnant, I didn't want to keep at first but by the time my appointment came I wanted to keep it I felt so horrible for what I did and I hate my self everyday , when I see a baby I cry when I see someone pregnant I cry . My boyfriend and I are back together and now I feel even worse bc the whole reason why I was okay with it is because I didn't want the baby to grow up without a dad , should we try in another year to have a baby I would right now but I feel like it's to soon and unfair