This is the biggest I've ever been. I know I am not fat but I can see myself putting on fat. I struggle with body dysmorphia. I have been anorexic for a few years. This past year I got pregnant so I forced myself to eat and gain weight and now I am 6 months postpartum but I keep gaining weight. Again I know I'm not fat but I just feel it... anyone else struggle with this? I have no one to talk to about this sorry for the rant...