so about a year and a half ago I went out with my friends and we went out to this bar that was closing for good and we ran into some old football players from high school. They came back to my friends apartment and we played kings twice ( on top of me already being very drunk, the beer tab popped on me twice when it was my turn so I had to bong two beers and on top of that I am on anxiety and depression medicine so when I drink a lot i black out) I just found out that me and this one guy ended up in the bathroom and he actually had me bent over the sink and we had sex while I was extremely drunk and he recorded it on Snapchat and sent it to this group of boys???? I never knew that me and him had sex I thought me and him made out and I was possibly fingered/eaten out I never knew it was to the extent that i had sex will I was black out drunk and he recorded some of it. I'm so devastated over this because I don't hook up with random guys I only have sex with people I care about. almost two years later and I just found this out and I now have a boyfriend of 5 months and finding this out is really affecting me and I don't know if I should tell my boyfriend or keep it to myself because this was in the past but this is REALLY bothering me and I need help. I'm so disgusted and depressed over this 😓