Confused mind

Cheyenne • 20. JDC👫. Angel baby👼🏽. Baby girl coming in March 🥰🤰🏻

So I'm 19 and I had a miscarriage on June 1st. The pregnancy wasn't planned but I can't help but to want to be pregnant and have a baby again. I know I can't because I need to focus on school and much more. I don't know what to do. I'm honestly confused because after I originally didn't want another pregnancy, the thought of it was heartbreaking and terrifying