I will fight. I will keep fighting until god blesses me with a baby. With tears in my eyes as I write this, I will fight. God has a plan for me and my fiancé. God will make me a mommy some day, and until then all I can do is pray and wait for that time. To all the woman out there trying..just keep trying..keep fighting. I know it hurts every cycle when your period shows up even when your 99.9% sure you are pregnant. Any woman who have a baby up in the sky like myself, do not cry. Do not cry when you see other woman with children. When you get a tug on your heart, that is your baby hugging your heart tightly. You will be blessed with a baby to carry and to hold into your arms and look into their eyes. Just let god do his thing. He has a plan for all of us. You are loved. ❤️