Bummed 😞

So.. ive been asking around on here talking to moms about vbacs until my appt today just crushed all that 😔 my doc basically said it was dangerous and so much could go wrong. Ive had a vaginal birth and an emergency section and i really really really wanted to try for a vbac. Now instead of my body going into labor naturally like it should ill have an appt to be taken into surgery sigh.. none of that just seems right. I dont want to go through another section i just wanted a normal fast recovery vaginal birth without all the surgery stuff sigh. Guess im being a big brat or silly but my hubby doesnt really have much to say and i dont have anyone to talk to beside my dog and he isnt offering much advise either lol guess now im just like woo come February i get to have surgery.. great. I just really thought since it had been 5 yrs i would get to try for a VBAC. Oh well 😞😧