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I'm in denial, or I'm trying to make myself believe I am or am not pregnant.

I keep talking myself out of it, and then I talk myself into it.

I'm 16 and I have PCOS, so naturally my period has a mind of its own and comes irregularly, but I've been put on metformin and recently my periods have been pretty regular, every month around the 16th I get the Pms and then the much dreaded period.

June 8th I had unprotected sex with my boyfriend using the withdrawal method. (I know we're irresponsible and it's frowned upon, please leave it at that). Later that month about two weeks I started feeling kinda funky and I thought my period was coming. It was. Or so I thought. The cramps were awful but my flow wasn't normal. It was sooooo light. I typically have a crazy heavy flow. It went on for 4 days stopped on the 5th and back on the 6th and then it was over. I took a test on the 27th just to cover myself because I was curious about implantation, and then I also took another on July 7th. Between July 5th and 10th my boyfriend and I engaged in more sexual activity more than once a day using withdrawal.

I know the chances are small for me, my doctors never told me I am infertile, but something's is telling me it's happening.

I'm currently having cramps, but they come and go and last a short amount of time mostly when I move, up and about. Getting up makes me dizzy , and my boobs are really really sore, something I've never experienced during my period. I have yet to get my period so technically I'm 3 day past period.

My boyfriend is convinced I am pregnant, but I just don't know and I don't know if there would be a point in testing..but I don't feel like my period is making an entrance this month.