pregnancy whooping my butt

Mystee
Anyone else still feeling completely drained of life at 12 weeks? I hate to complain because I 1000% wanted this baby but omg it is so much harder when you already have a child. The past few weeks have brought severe nausea and a gag reflex like no other. (I literally saw a seed on a piece of fruit and gagged). I've been so exhausted, I come home from work and sleep all evening. My daughter is 5 and I feel so horrible as a parent, I've definitely been neglecting her in the play department. Thank god she is so excited about this baby and is the greatest help and so understanding. I still haven't adjusted to keeping something in my stomach at ALL times or getting sick. I forget to eat for 2 hours then I'm so sick I can't even get up to make myself something to eat. Sorry I had to vent and I know most of you know what I'm going through so it's nice to talk to people who get it!