I know i keep saying im fine with us just being friends but im not. Everytime you tell me about girls you think are cute or how you want to hook up with someone while we are on the phone i tear up. I know i screwed things up and i hurt you but i didnt mean to. I cant believe i let you go. I miss you so much. I miss being able to call you mine. i miss seeing your beautiful face on skype every night and staying up until 4 in the morning talking about random shit. Remember that song i told you to listen to the other night? I told you to listen to it because it perfectly describes how i feel right now. You are falling for these other people that in reality dont give two shits about you. I keep telling you i love you and that i care about you but its like you cant hear me. You mean the world to me Lexi and im having the hardest time letting you go. Please just give me another chance. I will make things right between us i promise. I will treat you like the queen you are. You are so beautiful and i love you....