Torture!!! 😩

Leyana • 💍 Wife & Mother 👦🏽👼🏽 👶🏽👼🏽

I am going to have to find a place to stay for a little while, my home is currently unsafe! My husband is so extra sexy right now and my hormones are out of control. If I don't get out of this house I'll never make it to my 6 week check up!!! It is 3:30 am and me & my son are enjoying one of our night feedings while I think about the close call my husband and I had just a few short hours ago....I was almost a goner guys!!!! The only thing that saved me was the last little piece of self control we have left and the fact that neither of us want to mess anything up down there. I just feel like the next time we're in a situation, there won't be enough self control in the world. It's only been 16 days since I gave birth. I had no tears so hubby thinks everything should be fine pretty soon if not already for us to start having sex again, I'm scared and would feel better if we waited the 6 weeks but my goodness...that man is handsome! This is going to be a looooooooooooooooooooooonnnnnnnggggggg 4 more weeks! Lol