So I have my second ultrasound appointment tomorrow and I'm really nervous. I had 2 missed miscarriages last year (one in March and one in December), and both times I found out that there was no longer a heartbeat at the 2nd ultrasound appointment. The 2nd time it happened I should have been 12 weeks but the baby stopped growing at about 10.5 weeks. Even though this app says I'm 9 weeks and a couple days, 3 weeks ago my ultrasound showed the baby measuring 7 weeks 3 days, so I should be 10 weeks and a couple days tomorrow. Oh and did I mention that I'm 40 and don't have any kids yet?

I really had to gather my courage for the first appointment and I don't know how I'm going to get myself into that room and onto that exam table again tomorrow. And I don't know how I'll deal moving forward one way or another either. I'm having a hard time being hopeful. My husband will be with me though, so that's good.

I would really appreciate some positive vibes, encouragement and prayers 🙏 thank you!! 😊😳

Ps.I nicknamed her/him Peepsqueek because my husbands name is Pete and I call him Peep because that's what my niece thought his name was when she was 2yrs old.