I'm devastated

Love

So my phones been acting up the past two days and today I had enough I told my boyfriend I was getting a new phone and he's like chill nothing wrong... long story short is I was gonna get it anyways tomorrow and transfer all my pics and videos because I wanted to be on the safe side. Plus it was acting up to where I couldn't be on something long before it kicked me off.. Snapchat, internet, pics, so on so I could save them to my google account cuz it kept knocking me off and I never set up my iCloud. So I just looked at my gallery was all gone 💔 all my pics I never shared on fb and pics no one else has. I just had my son 4 months ago. I had pics of when he was being born, my selfies with him during our hour bond when he was first born, his first bath, smile, him just daily growing 😭 I cried my eyes out when I saw everything was gone. Pictures I could never get back. Pictures I have to keep in my memory now. I'm so sad I can't help but keep crying.