I just found out my husband has been on several dating sites and apps. He done this before and I gave him another chance after a lot of work and attempts to fix thing. this time its different he was on gay dating apps and Craigslist looking for hook ups with guys and married women. I feel so numb and worthless. Here I am trying to work on pur relationship. I've never even looked at another person let alone cheated even after the first time it came out he had cheated. he's stressed me out so bad I miscarried our child, our doctor even said I was too stressed and that's what killed our baby. I can't lose weight because I'm depressed and if I leave him I have no where to go. family is far away and won't help me. hell they don't even know what's going on but every time I try to talk to them they won't even respond to me. I have no friends, no car, no job, nothing. just a cheating lying husband, and this worthless empty feeling I have. Am I not good enough for him? am I doing something wrong? all I can do any more is curl up and cry until I have a head ache