i'm really struggling right now. I want another baby so bad, i'm in love more than ever with my SO, we have a beautiful family, a amazing son. I loved being pregnant, i loved giving birth, i love everything about being a mama. Me and my boyfriend want to start TTC in november, but this night when I was feeding my son and he fell asleep in my arm, I looked at him and.. I love him so bad, that it scares me to have another baby... I don't want to share this love already... I know if we have another baby i'll love him/her as much as I love my son, but as bad as I want another soon, I'm really scared to know that the special bond I have with my son will not be unique anymore. Our relation will change, I know my love for him won't go down, but I'll have to multiply it for another little human. How do you see that? And if you have kids close in age, do you mind sharing your story? I need opinion haha! 😅 maybe i'm crazy too hahah