Think this is the END for US👪💔😔😢

After 5 miscarriages..3 with my DH I am currently pregnant!! Felt like God answered our prayers bc I've done all I could spiritually to get pregnant. Found a few days ago my bby isn't measuring right!! I'm 7 weeks but my bby is measuring 5 weeks 2 days. OMG GOD..HERE WE GO AGAIN!! DRs say dnt give up hope until ur bloodwrk comes bck..but this is the 6th time for me. I FEEL LIKE I'M LOOSING MY FAITH!! I really felt like this was it, but instead to get hit with anothr MC hurts. I'm not understanding why God will give it to me..to take it from me...AGAIN! That's cruel..and mean..and heartless and I dnt serve a cruel and mean God..so I'm struggling here. If this bby doesn't make it..We haved decided to stop trying. I'm too drained both physically and emotionally to continue!! Thnks for all the prayers!