I'm sensitive about rape because I was raped by my best friend 2 years ago...

Yesterday, I went on a date with my boyfriend. Things were going great, then we went some and we parked. We started talking and then ended up having sex. After we finished, he was in a daze so I asked him what was wrong and he made a rape joke...he realized what he said but before he could apologize... I took it to heart...I started balling and saying "that's not funny!"

Then, I spazzed and was like I hate you, stay away from me, I never wanna see you again, and you're dead to me.

I didn't mean it...it was just in the heat of the moment. I'm sensitive about that specific subject. But now he's not talking to me at all.

This morning he texted saying " Now I really need time to think."

Was I wrong?