why am I anxious about...

why am I so anxious to ask the question.. "do you wanna play with me daddy?" anytime I'm horny. my hubby pointed this out. he gets a tad frustrated and I don't blame him. I'm submissive and obviously he's dom. so I like him to be in control and I just don't know how to ask! help me.

also please no negative comments. I'm not perfect I'm already mad at myself cause time and time again I say "I'll ask next time" then it's like I completely forgot!