nervous for a c-section😔🤕

Renee

hello, I'm getting my c-section this Tues July 25 and I'm super nervous about it. I've had a emergency c-section with my first child 8 years ago. I'm nervous about the spinal tap or whatever they call it. I don't think I can volunteer to get a needle in the back. also scared for the recovery. last time I was ok with it I wasn't in two much pain but I was younger. any advised about c-section and how it goes when plan??