Hi my name is A'kira. My boyfriend and I realized I was pregnant back in June 2015 and ended up having miscarriage in July 2015. It was the worse feeling I ever went through in my life. Then I wad only 18 years old and we had just got together 7 months prior to this. We definitely weren't trying to have a baby but it happened. Now after the miscarriage I went through my dark times where all I did was cry or be angry and do nothing but blame myself. 2 years later, still with the same guy and now I'm 20 and I still get sad when I think about it but why wouldn't it. Now all of a sudden I want to have a baby more than anything. I feel if I didn't go through that miscarriage I wouldn't one so badly right now. My boyfriend does want one but not right now in like a few years, but it's hard to not want it now. Has anyone felt the same way??