I think I just have wishful thinking

Pre • 6 losses, 1 rainbow baby & 1 stillborn

I know it looks pretty negative but in real life I'm sure I could see a slight something, I haven't got a clue when af is due as all 3 apps I have tell me different days. I'm sure ovulation was on the 8th, surly if the line was going to be there it would be dark?