Heart broken

Ci

Today I found out I lost my baby. This is my 6th miscarriage. On top of all this I've been having anxiety attacks and today I have a server panic attack. I don't feel like myself. I feel like a failure. I am losing myself. I'm anxious all the time and I don't know how to get back to just being me. I'm sry to be so down I'm just so..... depressed 😭😔😞