Loss of a parent that hasn't passed away?

Sadie

I wanna know someone who is going through something similar. My father got sentenced to 6 years in prison on my sons birthday. My fathers not a bad man but I lost him to drugs. He couldn't kick his addiction and it ultimately lead him where he is. This is hard for me because my dad has never hurt me or done anything wrong to me, he just had issues with his life and addiction took over. I'm at a low point right now because he won't get to meet my son until he is 6 Years old! Tomorrow is my dads birthday and all I want is to hear his voice and I can't call him! I know that he needs this to get clean but I miss him so much sometimes!