Sex life

Age:20 25 wks pregnant married

So my husband has a high IQ and blames his low sex drive on that and never takes the testosterone boosting vitamins or whatever he has gotten, and when he does or when he says that he will have sex with me later it never fucking happens. It's probably been a good month since we had sex that involved both of us finishing.

I've done my masterbating cause of my high sex drive while pregnant and the past month he has only fucked me while half asleep and each time he would finish and basically fall back asleep.

Like what the fucking hell and he never remembers it in the morning either. And other things he blames us not having more sex is me ruining the mood when he has wanted or planed to have sen with me later.

And like he still calls me beautiful and what not but I feel it's more the extra weight from the baby cause I've asked him about it and all he has said about it is he's not one of those guys that has fantasies/fetish of pregnancy sex. First time him and I had sex was when I was like 5-10 weeks pregnant with my last pregnancy that ended up in a miscarriage. So it's like what the fuck, and my reply was "well it doesn't have to be a fantasy when it's your wife and it's just normal freaking sex and not a huge fantasy."

But thank you for letting me rant, he doesn't like me sharing our personal life with anyone and I just really needed to let it out. And all of this just makes me feel shitty about myself and depressed but I still love him.