Bitter...

Megan

So I lost my baby at 8 weeks 6/20. My sister in law just called and told me she's pregnant and I can't help but just be so bitter. My mom told me everyone knew they were trying but didn't say anything to me. What hurts the most is that everyone is just so happy and excited for them but when I told my family they were disappointed in me. My brother and sister in law are 26/27 and my boyfriend and I are 24/23. I was made out to feel bad because we aren't married yet. It just feels as if everyone was relieved when we lost the baby.

Just needed to let this all out. The pain I feel is just as bad as the day I found out about our loss. I hate to feel so bitter but I can't be happy for them right now.