CHEATING

Cheating is something I struggle to think about on a daily basis. Will he cheat? What if he cheats because I'm not what he wants..

Sometimes my thought ms run away with me. My boyfriend is perfect to me. He's sweet, understanding, unbelievably sexy (too sexy to even be mine but he is). So I know other girls see this in him too because he's very fit and athletic.

So he's going out of town for 3 weeks to visit some friends and he has reassured me that he is a loyal person. That he doesn't cheat. He won't cheat. I have nothing to worry about. And then after that he told me they were probably gonna hit up strip clubs and he's gonna be drunk most of the time...

Idk how to be okay.. I don't want to ruin anything with him but I'm kinda drowning in my thought right now.. please help..