30, in nursing school and baby fever

Tre

I'm 30, starting my last semester of nursing school the end August, divorced and having serious baby fever. I've had baby fever for years but lately it's gotten so bad. This month I decided to just see what happens. Had sex morning of ovulation, and I'm hoping good things happen. I have the two week wait and its gonna drive me nuts. I think I would be devastated if I got a BFN. I'm afraid that I'm getting ahead of myself but I couldn't help it. 😔😔😔 Am I driving myself crazy and thinking too much?