I cant do this anymore 😢

Paige

7 days late from a regular 27 day cycle and af decides to come today. i feel physically sick from yet another disappointing month been trying for 1.5 years. i just cant take the rollercoaster of emotions anymore i tried to not think about being pregnant or get excited was keeping myself busy and wishing thinking that this was the month. im so angry, upset, annoyed and to top it off my younger cousin has announced shes having baby no 2. im happy for her just whats wrong with me y cant i have a family?