So the for the last week I've been feeling super sick and just not like myself and so I did a pregnancy test but it came back negative so I thought I was all fine and my sickness wouldn't go away so I've don't like 3 more and the last 3 have had 2 line but one has been super light and my boyfriend is no where near ready to take on the reasonable of a baby and I'm not but I can't even think about having an abortion because it my own silly fault that I'm going through this why should a baby have to suffer from my own silly mistake and now I dont know what to do :(