Okay so I've been given the all clear by my doctor to have sex as long as I use condoms (haven't gotten my contraception yet).

My partner makes all these jokes about us having sex but the minute I say "let's fuck" (not literally like that though) he wimps out...

I feel like shit each time he makes a joke.

For example; 10 minutes ago he joked that I make him "moist in his pants" and I said "not that it'll get me far" and he had the hide to say I was making him feel bad. He's even told me if I "pressure" him into having sex his excuse will be he doesn't have any condoms...!

Now I feel like I'm the ugliest, least sexy thing in the world.

Is it just my hormones or would others be upset by this....?