I am twelve weeks pregnant. After three miscarriages and a round of clomid, we have finally made it to the second trimester. I am so grateful and happy to be pregnant, please don't think otherwise. I know I am a blessed woman and the Lord has given me everything I could want. Lately I've been feeling like I just can't connect. Like I have no connection to the baby that is growing inside me. I know I love him/her so much. I just don't feel like I'm really experiencing motherhood at it's best. I suppose that's the way to put it. I guess maybe it's just not real enough yet? I don't feel like I'm holding myself back from enjoying it. I just feel like theres some sort of disconnect when it comes to me and baby. I feel so terrible, like I prayed and prayed for this and now I'm just wasting it. Is anyone else feeling this way? How did you move past it? Am I just over reacting? Anyway, thanks for the vent.