Breastfeeding #2

Anyone else feel like they never get to see their oldest because they are spending all their time breastfeeding or pumping. I miss spending time with my husband and my oldest but our youngest is only a week old. My 2 year old has to go to daycare because they have an attendance policy and since my husband works their he takes her and brings her home everyday but by the time they get home I have to finish feeding the baby and then cook dinner, clean up after dinner, feed the baby again, by the time I done with everything else it's bedtime... part of me wants to quit breastfeeding because I don't get to spend anytime holding my other baby, but I've worked so hard to make this work. Ugh I don't even know how to feel or what to think. I feel like a complete and utter bad mom...